Sunday, September 30, 2007

You can't live your life for others

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was.
Lost and depressed from the awful truth.

The one thing that changes us all.

It's not love that hurts. It's the infatuation with what we so blindly and foolishly accept as love that hurts. True love should never have to hurt.

Once you love, you cannot take it back, cannot undo it. What you felt may have changed, shifted slightly, yet still remains love.


You are the answer to every prayer I've offered. You are a song, a dream, a whisper. And I don't know how I could have lived without you for as long as I have.

The most ideal thing is to go our separate ways.
My feelings for you never did change. Sincere apologies.
I wish you all the best. Goodbye.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

I don't mind, I don't care

Hello Earthlings. Big update today, not really big uh.
Got 60 over pictures, but I deducted it till 30 plus.
Later you all will lag like hellz :D

Its my papa's birthday. We went to IMM to celebrate.
& had dinner at Swensens. Wooo, had a feast there!
So I shall say, Let the photos do the talking!


SWENSENS!




Huhu. Camera shy!




I love Bryan Lee Jie Long.




Take 1.


Take 2, he's getting freaked.


:D


Doink doink~




"Crazy, sauce also wanna take!" -Sis.


My sissie.


MUMMY!

The following photos are foods! Yummyyyyyy.


Bryan's kids spaghetti.


French fries!


Left: Forgot the name. Right: Fried calmari.


Mum's sirloin steak!


My salmon & mushroom baked rice :D


Hurhurrrrr.


Sissie's fish & chips.


Bryan's small ice cream!


Our big ice cream!

There's this waiter who kept serving us.
He poured us iced water when he suddenly over spill!
He spilled it partially on my sis & me.
:D Then we noticed he was quite you know, dashing.

& he looks alot like the Singapore Idol, Joakim.
I loveeee Joakim can :D LOLLLL lame ass.

Then we went to shop around IMM.


HELLO LOOKY HERE!

Bought YS's pressie & homed at 8 plus.
Then we sang the "Happy Birthday" song to daddy.


Birthday cake, with chocolate goodness.


:D LOVE MUMMY.


My loveeee.


Mmmm.

Then mummy went to change channel to the teletext.
Dad went to take the 4D ticket. & guess what?

MY PARENTS WON IN THE 4D! AHAHA. FOR STARTERS.
The number was the receipt for the birthday cake.
Lolll. Can they get anymore luckier? :D

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HAPPY 43TH BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D
Thought I may disappoint you with my results over & over again. I'll try my very best for this EOYE & the 2 Olvl papers!
I love you daddy <3


Pappie & meeee!


:D

Im dreading Mondays. The Monday blues. Oh no.
Nothing much, goodbye Earthlings.


Change is a funny thing. We are never quite sure what we are becoming, or why. Then one day we look at ourselves and wonder who we are, and how we got there.
And that's when the 1 word changes everything.

Friday, September 28, 2007

What doesn't bend, breaks

I'm hearing what you say, but I just can't make a sound.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
but that's nothing new.

It's too late to apologise.


Hi fellow Earthlings. Today I did a really stupid thing.
I was rushing & was getting really late for school.
I couldnt find my ezlink card anywhere, angryyyyy.
Then I ran around the house finding & getting pek chek.
OH. It was in my pocket all along. Bwhahaha!

Hm alrighty, wasnt late. Today's my English paper!
I told myself this, I will never write a 1 word topic I will never write a 1 word topic.
Haaa how contradicting, I wrote it. Discovery, woooo.
Overall my English papers were fairly manageable :D

After school, went to West Coast, nearby Clement.
Went to Sheng Siong to go buy food to eat at Yl's house.
Then we sawwwwww, A MINI PLAYGROUND!


Wooo, whats going on? =/


Happy friends.


The thinggy that goes woooo~


Haaaa.

Then we're off to the nearby Sheng Siong!


I LOVE THIS. I REALLY DO LOVE THIS :D


The maggie section!


We do love our maggieee.

Then we walked back to Yl's house, laughing all the way.
:D :D :D




I LOVE MEEKA, I LOVE JULEE, I LOVE JULEE, I LOVE DEELA!


MESSYYYYY.


Yl gave us Mochi! Its ice cream.

Then we went to walk around West Coast.
The market there, not the big & huge playground.


HELLLLOOOO.

But little did we know, when we took the above picture, bwhaha.
The shop owner inside the shop was laughing at us.
Cos she can see us, but we cant see her inside D:

Went to meet Nazi, Bob & their 2 friends.
We played murderer. Booo, I lost okay! Ugh.
Had to do a forfeit, I had to flirt with this old man.
I saw this old man, said that he was handsome.
& he smiled to himself & said, "Thankyou :D"

Then met the yellow shirt guy & the Hill.
The Hill kept doing stupid things to me, so I pointed the finger :/
LOLLLLL. Just play play only. Then left at about 6 plus.

I had fun today. Seems like today dont have exam.
I love my my bestfriends & bestie.
I love Meeka.
I love Julee.
I love Deela.
:D :D :D

Its DADDY'S birthday tomorrow! 40+++ already uh.
Going to Swensens tomorrow at IMM. Harharrrr.
Goodbye Earthlings.


Sometimes we expect too much.
The key is to just expect nothing.
That one time when you're not all caught up,
in thinking about what you want to happen, it will.
Im getting really sick of this _______. Really.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

You were never there, ever

Hello All! Havent been posting a proper entry.
Bahhh stupid EOYE, & the Os too. Irks me please >:(

Yesterday, after assembly. Went to study at JE lib.
Mr Methias fetched us there with his silver car :D
We went to lunch at the nearby coffeeshop first.


Yummmmm :D


Deela & Heeli, loveee.


She is Julee, greatest.


Greatest too! Meeka & Deela :D

Met Hill, the yellow tee guy & the fierce look guy.
Dont ask me why I give them such names, cos I dont know!
Haaa, I think Im the only one there studying my FNN.
They're such funny people, harharrr.

Today we had to go to school. Like for what?!
Other people got their MT paper while we dont have.

It was raining heavily in the morning, superrrr heavy!
Bestie & I had no choice but to walk in the rain.
Haqim & XXXX saw me & laughed, said that I was drenched.

Both teachers did not turn up. Mrs Yip then came into our class.
She started to say how our class was sooo unique.
Cos we're the first batch of thru train class.
Then we must plan ahead of us & stuffs.


LOVEEEE :D

Lessons were kinda boring from then. Really boring.
Chinese teacher let us listen to Jay's songs :D
Ronnie told me Jay dont know how to sing. (?!?!?!)


Attempting to act cute (x

After school, went to JEC to lunch with the guys.
Deela did not come to school today, ohhh booo D: D:


Went to Pop pop with Yilian :D

Then met Nazi Part at 2 plus, Nazi arrived at 3.
Nazi was lateeeee! D: Then homed at 4.
Nothing much, tomorrow's the start of my EOYE.
Buck up Joyce! Goodbye all.


ThedayIthoughtthatwillneverarrivedishere.
ImhavingsecondthoughtsandIdoubttyou'llneverknowthat.
Youwereneverthereforme,youtookmeforgranted.
Ialwaysthoughtyou'lltakeinitiativeandsuch.
ButhowwrongwasI,suchafooltobesogullible.
ImtiredofwaitingandIdontknowifweshouldcontinue.
YoudontknowifImmadatyouorsadatyouorwhatsoever,
cosyoujustthoughtthatImaforgivingperson.

BUT-YOU-ARE-SO-WRONG.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

It was in way too deep

FRIGGIN BUSY WEEK.

I've never been much obsessed with Amaths & Emaths.
Haa Im sucha freak, I know. Ugh.

The 4 of us have new names since yesterday!

Yingzhen is Deela.
Grace is Julee.
Puifun is Meeka.
Joyce is Heeli.



Lolll. I think Meeka is a funny name :D
Like the gay singer, Mika.

Blog more on friday, till then. Goodbye all (:

BUSY BUSY BUSY.